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Eric Tan Ze Sheng Y
free-thinker Y 21 going on 22(2009) Y
14.04.1987 Y
Temasek Polytechnic - Info-Communication Y
Msn/Friendster: eric86@hotmail.com Y
i feeling so uneasy all of a sudden....just when i feel that everything is going well for me and her....something really just makes me go on a low tone....
it's will be one month since me and her like know each other and everything have really going very well....but out of nowhere....someone that she's is contacting frequently more often than me really makes me feel uneasy....ya....it's the guy that she know from jam & hop during the orientation....and today she told me so much things
for your info....she told me that his name is also called eric....and she even said that he's entertaining and fun....which in the past few weeks she said she don't really feel like sms or talk to....but today she told me that he's fun and entertaining to sms with....and she regard me as the caring kind....so does that mean she wish to have 2 person character....and just now when i was talking on the phone i can also guess that is he smsing her in the middle when we were talking....and i guess must be she keep smsing him also bah....and she actually asking me whether to call or sms to reply....the moment she said she got the idea to call already make me feel as though my heart drop from 19th floor....and i actually told her say i put down the phone and she go either call or sms him....
i just feel so helpless now....in her i see that i'm just a understanding senior she can look for when she needs help and guidance....besides that i think to her i'm really nothing anymore....though she always call me by the nick she gave me....but somehow i feel that she now calling to make me happy....but in actual fact i feel that she's more happy when smsing him....