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Sunday, December 31, 2006

today is the last day of 2006....it's the new year eve....the time everbody start to think of their new year resolution....for me is no exception....will post up my new year resolution soon....every year seem to pass very fast....very soon it will be chinese new year again....2006 have been ups and downs for me....so much things for me to reflect on my character & attitude....

but one great thing is i met a bunch of great ppl....EEO, diff diploma club friends & most importantly SERPION....i really love this group of ppl....but alos not forgetting my dear classmate....i really hope 2007 can be a great year for me some way....cos i have endure many bad year already....so really wish can have a good year in 2007....


2:38 PM

Friday, December 29, 2006

got so much to blog today for my past 2 weeks of hols....shall start from 18th dec till 29th dec....

18th & 19th
went back to sch to do my mobcomp & asp.net proj....den end of day always play game wif the rest lor....den becos it's raining so rather cold....so have to bring jacket....but overall proj is still going on smoothly....

20th
went for i.Hub main com outing....went to party world to sing our heart out....almost all the main com r ard except for some cant make it cos of sth on....meet the rest 1pm at orchard mrt station....before proceed walking to the venue....den reach there already saw some main com there starting to sing le....so we all quickly join in the fun....really had a great time there....den sing until 4+ we have our gift exchange session & oso giving out of our main com t-shirt....den soon later some of us went to have our dinner at hongkong cafe at cineleisure....

21st to 23rd

1st day
the best moment of the hols....it's the OTC....meet my engine friend at opp TP sch bustop den went to have our lunch....den reach sch at ard 11+ den walk to sports complex to report to OTC....when reach there saw alot of ppl crowding in front of the white board....so i bet it's the grouping....so we all quickly go check out our grouping & see who & who is in the same empire....in the end most of us are separated evenly....so off we went to register and proceed into the sports hall to wait for everything to start....i was allocated to this empire call SERPION....at first was rather bored cos nobody entertain us....den when things get started....other empire all quickly cheer as loud as they can....while our empire is still trying to bond up....den i see nobody leading cheer so i went up to maybe lead abit....den soon later is ice-breaker game den continue wif flag-making session & dinner....after dinner is a sorta amazing race game....we all ran to opp sch the big field to get our clue before running to tampines interchange....den in the end our empire came i 1st & 5th in standing....after tat is washup & lights out....

2nd day
woke up at 7pm to do morning exercise....den had to learn hand sign for TP new sch song....after sch song is as usual wif the mass dance, chicky dance & TP sch song....tat is the most excited part everybody is looking forward in any camp....after tat have a mass game....where everybody have to form into groups of certain topic given by the main com....den in the end had more fun in cheering lor....cos everytime a group is form....tat group will do some cheer immediately w/o thinking....soon later is stations game....had alot of fun....got one is the static football, passing of pingpong ball by spoon & mirror image game....after tat we proceed back to sports hall to have our dinner before we had our night walk....the night walk is really awesome cos the program com really act until very real....it's abt a crime & we as an empire have to enter into diff scene by diff group to gather as much clue as possible to guess who's the murderer....really had lots of fun there....after tat is debrief den supper den lights out....

3rd day
the last day of the camp....had stations game but this time round is wet games....den have "hunt-gry" sorta scanvenger hunt game den is final clash....the final clash is really chaotic & unfair cos everybody is not abiding to the rule & our lollipop was down 1st....but had fun getting wet....den after tat is the finale wif all the song & dance & also the time to declare who won OTC....in the end dragos win us by 1 miserable point....but nvm....all of us have fun & my empire is very strongly bond during the camp....

24th
went to clement hse to have celebration wif some other friends....order pizza and oso some snack prepared by his mum & maid....den we keep eating until very full liao cant finish....we play games to finish up all the food....den after tat we headed down to marina square to chill out....and we juz spent our christmas lidat wonderfully....

25th
have gathering wif some of my friends....meet at city hall mrt control station at 6pm....some were late so they reach ard 6.30pm....den we went to suntec to eat muthu curry....the food there is nice but have poor service....cos the waiter have some sort of understanding our singaporean accent...so they took a wrong order....but tat didnt affect our celebration mood....after dinner we went to the fountain of wealth to watch the musical fountain show....it was very nice and one of my friend actually post a msg onto the show for everybody to see....den we had gift exchange session before some of them left while the rest of us went to starbucks to chill out....

26th
proj day again....but today more special....cos straight after proj quickly rush hm to get changed before meeting my wonderful & best SERPION friends to watch movie "night of museum"....the show is very funny & the whole threate laugh until crazy....i was late to meet them at city hall mrt station so in the end i meet them in the threate straight to watch the movie....den after tat went to cafe cartel to have our dinner at 9pm....over there we oso celebrate yunru's birthday....we took lots of pic so will try to upload some for viewing....den after tat we went to find some place sit down & chit chat....den after tat took a cab hm....but i really enjoy being wif SERPION....SERPION is the BEST! =)


10:44 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

juz came back from OTC '06....it's the best camp i have been to so far lor....i simply starting to love TPSU camp liao....really looking forward to all the activities tat they have organised for GL in the upcoming months before FOC/FOW....will post the things we do tml....cos very tired now....feel like slping liao lor....but really OTC is damm great although there's some bad feeling in ourselves we think shldnt happen or unfair....but overall we really enjoy ourselves alot esp the cheers....we all refuse to leave but juz keep cheering non-stop till we cant go on anymore....but really hope to see everybody from SERPION back at FOC/FOW....cos we gonna rock it down wif SERPION power....


1:22 AM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

suddenly i'm so lost in the daze....i'm so lonely now....most importantly i completely lose tat little link wif her as frens....yest sms her to say sorry to her and juz be frens now....but till now i still dun see she online or sms me....is she still angry? is she avoiding me? does she juz say yes lets be fren now but still refuse to tok to me? i'm so lost w/o her presence....i feel so uncomfortable w/o her ard....i really wish i can call her regularly like we did in the past....but it's tat possible? will she wanna tok to me? i really need help....my whole life now really juz contain her....i can sacrifice everything juz to be fren back wif her....can somebody really cum rescue my life? i in serious need of company to go bowling to vent out all my feeling now....AHHHHHHHH!


10:56 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

i still cant forget her at all....for the past few day....life is like hell....nv see her online....nv received any sms from her....or nv even tok to her for once....i juz still miss her so much....frankly speaking....i noe tat i cant have her as my GF until maybe long time later since our initial breakup....cos i noe studies is always a priority to her....and relationship is some sort of a burden to her to handle....i really wish to turn back time way back....turn to the time where we juz met and went bowling....turn to the time where i haven let her noe tat i like her....i really wish we can start all over again....cos for now i really is in love wif her....she might seem dun care abt my feeling or me....but for me i still cares alot abt her....everyday reading her blog realising tat she getting busier cos of BMIE club matter and other things she have during her hols....i really wish i can be there for her....i wonder y she still wanna make herself so busy when she once told me she gonna cut down on her cca....does tis means she had drop EEO? i hope not....but wadever the case is....if tat's wad she chose....i really wish i could be there to lend her some help oso....cos the way i look at her busy schedule....i can only say tat it really hurts me to imagine she suddenly so busy until not enuff rest....but seriously am i a bad guy for her? am i pushing way too hard into relationship? i really dunno


12:12 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

the feeling of losing someone u love so much is so diff to endure....yest had a short msn chat wif her....and everything she told me is like a sword or knife perching thru my heart....the feeling is so painful....yest was really the time i broke down completely and in tears....the first time i really feel i going to lose her and forever lose her....yest sms low IQ abt wad happen and she's like to gd to console me....thanks for much for her listening ear....but after all it still didnt help much....cos thruout the whole nite is full of her and her image in my mind....beside yest is the worst nite i had so far....cos eariler in the day didnt really do well for my both term test paper....most likely going to fail....and wad i really need most is someone and most imptly only HER to console me....but the moment i saw her blog saying she like someone and i bet i know who isit....i really half broke down....till when after our quarrel or chat in msn i really completely broke down....


den today had java term test....not thinking of passing it cos it's very difficult....but in actual fact....my mind still exist her....i juz cant stop thinking of her....at times still got tears ard my eye....today my mood is completely downhill....how i wish juz a simple sorry sms from her can really heal everything back to normal....but till now no sms from her....wanna ask her abt her term test but yet relunctant....but all i can say is tat there is no word can really summarise my mood right now....if there is....den the word will be soon-to-come typhoon....


1:46 PM