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Eric Tan Ze Sheng Y
free-thinker Y 21 going on 22(2009) Y
14.04.1987 Y
Temasek Polytechnic - Info-Communication Y
Msn/Friendster: eric86@hotmail.com Y
finally GRADUATED le....haha....today was my graduation ceremony....had a fun day with all my class and course mate....had so much photo-taking and catch up session with them after the ceremony....after that went to esc to rest and slack while waiting for ong to finish his session....haha....but today was a great day in terms of fun....
but in terms of people....was quite disappointed bah....cause she actually promised to meet me days ago to take photo with me on graduation....but in the end she said don't want....maybe because as she said she really tired bah....so i can't really blame her....but then i really looking forward to today to meet her and take photo with her and spend time with her....but in the end it turns out to be a disappointment....haiz....=(
11:11 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
should i let go and move on with reality....but it's so hard to let go leh....anyway since the reality is proven in front of my face and mind that i'm the old things and she doesn't care anymore....i guess it's time i should let go....but what i really sad now is that the way she treat me is like dumping away something that she lost interest in....to me she is just like another huiyi or janice bah....but at least janice is better than her in some way....
in her i finally see that she is really another girl that want new things to experience....seriously i should not trust her so much in the first place....because i trust her too much that she take my trust for granted and make fun of it....look like i really should choose the kind of person that i can really put my full trust in them....
12:40 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
i feeling so uneasy all of a sudden....just when i feel that everything is going well for me and her....something really just makes me go on a low tone....
it's will be one month since me and her like know each other and everything have really going very well....but out of nowhere....someone that she's is contacting frequently more often than me really makes me feel uneasy....ya....it's the guy that she know from jam & hop during the orientation....and today she told me so much things
for your info....she told me that his name is also called eric....and she even said that he's entertaining and fun....which in the past few weeks she said she don't really feel like sms or talk to....but today she told me that he's fun and entertaining to sms with....and she regard me as the caring kind....so does that mean she wish to have 2 person character....and just now when i was talking on the phone i can also guess that is he smsing her in the middle when we were talking....and i guess must be she keep smsing him also bah....and she actually asking me whether to call or sms to reply....the moment she said she got the idea to call already make me feel as though my heart drop from 19th floor....and i actually told her say i put down the phone and she go either call or sms him....
i just feel so helpless now....in her i see that i'm just a understanding senior she can look for when she needs help and guidance....besides that i think to her i'm really nothing anymore....though she always call me by the nick she gave me....but somehow i feel that she now calling to make me happy....but in actual fact i feel that she's more happy when smsing him....
