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Eric Tan Ze Sheng Y
free-thinker Y 21 going on 22(2009) Y
14.04.1987 Y
Temasek Polytechnic - Info-Communication Y
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have been really tired for the past few days....travelling between NUS, TP & home almost daily really is tiring....but that's not the main reason i decide to blog today....can say heart quite down now bah....happen to know this gal some time ago....didnt manage to talk to her much after that day....recently happen to talk to her more le....really enjoy talking to her....but sad thing is she's attached already....haha....it's fate bah....or maybe retribution? i dunno....only god knows....maybe it's juz another joke played on me bah....giving me hopes at start and crash my hope in split seconds....but nvm....still friends bah....lucky never tell her....haha....juz wish she will be happy with her bf lor....a song by 林宇中 really makes me think deep into my heart....the song is 失恋学....have time do listen to it if you're feeling down
10:15 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
another weekend have pass....1+ month more to go & it's the end of my mp-sip....but i'm getting worried....cos till now my project have not really put in much effort....can i really pass it successfully and move on to my final semester of studies? this coming few weeks will be rather busy already....this week have a total of 4 AGM....mon CENT club AGM....wed BIZEN AGM....thur ESC AGM....fri BSC AGM....but out of 4 i going for 3....beside i have to plan for the upcoming ESC Sub-Committee Camp....so have to meet up wif my main com to discuss the detail so as to make it successful & memorable to the participant....tis kind of pack schedule....how am i going to endure....but no matter wad....i have to strive hard and do my best even if i will have lesser rest....
den today tok to one gal....she very bad to me sia....haha....her name is LW....but nvm....i have been bad to alot of ppl in the past....so maybe now it's a turn ard tat it's time i being bullied already....
11:15 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
today mood have been like a roller coaster....early morning due to lack of rest & slp....felt quite tired so abit moody....get really pissed off when a staff from NUS actually use our workplace and cause us to think of other area to do our work....in the end we still end up at the same workplace after thinking where else can we go do our things....but slowly my mood change for the better....but today just dun feel like doing anything....den left early today at 4.45pm cos got meeting at 6....so went to take bus to clementi before changing to train....when reach bedok station....tat's when my mood drop dramatically again....cos i saw sth which i dun really wish to see at all....the thing is to see her outside wif the guy she's wif now....
was walking to the escalator and as usual like to look ard....den happen to let me see a familiar look....THAT'S HER....but the moment i saw the one beside her was the guy she's wif now....my heart felt as though a knife been pierce thru....it juz felt so pain at the moment....can say half happy half sad bah....happy becos she have found someone tat love her wholeheartedly and truthfully can give her the happiness tat i cant give her before....sad is becos i actually let a gd gal off my side....it felt so hurt at tat moment maybe becos i finally realise i like her....but it's too late already....can only say i regret wad i got and nv hold on tight to wad i have....
