Sunday, December 17, 2006
suddenly i'm so lost in the daze....i'm so lonely now....most importantly i completely lose tat little link wif her as frens....yest sms her to say sorry to her and juz be frens now....but till now i still dun see she online or sms me....is she still angry? is she avoiding me? does she juz say yes lets be fren now but still refuse to tok to me? i'm so lost w/o her presence....i feel so uncomfortable w/o her ard....i really wish i can call her regularly like we did in the past....but it's tat possible? will she wanna tok to me? i really need help....my whole life now really juz contain her....i can sacrifice everything juz to be fren back wif her....can somebody really cum rescue my life? i in serious need of company to go bowling to vent out all my feeling now....AHHHHHHHH!
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