Saturday, December 16, 2006
i still cant forget her at all....for the past few day....life is like hell....nv see her online....nv received any sms from her....or nv even tok to her for once....i juz still miss her so much....frankly speaking....i noe tat i cant have her as my GF until maybe long time later since our initial breakup....cos i noe studies is always a priority to her....and relationship is some sort of a burden to her to handle....i really wish to turn back time way back....turn to the time where we juz met and went bowling....turn to the time where i haven let her noe tat i like her....i really wish we can start all over again....cos for now i really is in love wif her....she might seem dun care abt my feeling or me....but for me i still cares alot abt her....everyday reading her blog realising tat she getting busier cos of BMIE club matter and other things she have during her hols....i really wish i can be there for her....i wonder y she still wanna make herself so busy when she once told me she gonna cut down on her cca....does tis means she had drop EEO? i hope not....but wadever the case is....if tat's wad she chose....i really wish i could be there to lend her some help oso....cos the way i look at her busy schedule....i can only say tat it really hurts me to imagine she suddenly so busy until not enuff rest....but seriously am i a bad guy for her? am i pushing way too hard into relationship? i really dunno
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