Tuesday, December 12, 2006
the feeling of losing someone u love so much is so diff to endure....yest had a short msn chat wif her....and everything she told me is like a sword or knife perching thru my heart....the feeling is so painful....yest was really the time i broke down completely and in tears....the first time i really feel i going to lose her and forever lose her....yest sms low IQ abt wad happen and she's like to gd to console me....thanks for much for her listening ear....but after all it still didnt help much....cos thruout the whole nite is full of her and her image in my mind....beside yest is the worst nite i had so far....cos eariler in the day didnt really do well for my both term test paper....most likely going to fail....and wad i really need most is someone and most imptly only HER to console me....but the moment i saw her blog saying she like someone and i bet i know who isit....i really half broke down....till when after our quarrel or chat in msn i really completely broke down....den today had java term test....not thinking of passing it cos it's very difficult....but in actual fact....my mind still exist her....i juz cant stop thinking of her....at times still got tears ard my eye....today my mood is completely downhill....how i wish juz a simple sorry sms from her can really heal everything back to normal....but till now no sms from her....wanna ask her abt her term test but yet relunctant....but all i can say is tat there is no word can really summarise my mood right now....if there is....den the word will be soon-to-come typhoon....
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